... does anybody ever really know?

Recently I have asked myself numerous times if I am making the right decisions. However, the only way to know if they are the right decisions you have to decide and wait for the outcome. That sucks. I am an fairly inpatient person and really want to know everything before I decide but with life that is just impossible. I have had such quandaries of late in all aspects of my life. For example, do I go back to the job that I really liked in New Jersey now that they are offering me a great salary even though I'll have three hours of commuting each day? Is that the right step, or should I continue to wait tables until something else comes along closer to home? I think I have made the right decision to return to the job in Jersey. I miss it. I really do. I miss the guys with whom I worked, and my co-workers, even though it is a special kinda crazy at the STU. It is a familiar crazy that I fit in with, and do miss. Now my next question is do I get mobile me? Is it worth it for me to have it? Would I actually use it? I really don't know, maybe I should utilize the free trial. But I do think I have made some good decisions in my life. Moving to NY was a great decision. I absolutely love living with my boyfriend. Best decision ever made. Now I just have to get him to remove all questions in his mind as to whether or not we should get a dog... It only took me 7 years to convince my dad, I figure now I am much more experienced and am working with a much more agreeable party.
On that note I would like to share some of the dogs that I have been blessed with in my life.
First there was Duffy. Duffy, who I have no pictures of on my computer, was the result of my very determined, very eager 7 years of begging. He was a blue shetland sheepdog. Love of my life and I still have pictures of him all over even though he passed away 6 years ago. Poor Billy looks at him everyday and never got the chance to meet him.
Then there was Bear, who my sister had briefly, then Hobbes. Hobbes is an absolutely wonderful dog. I love him dearly.
He is an extremely smart dog, who actually would play frisbee.
Now there is also Teddy. he is my boyfriend's parents dog. An adorable cocker spaniel, poodle mix. I also love him dearly, even though he tortures the older cocker spaniel in the house.
Hopefully I will be blessed with another dog shortly...